The Silence of the Lambs
"The arrogance of critics prospers, even fattens,
on the silence of the poets over whom the critic
means to tyrannize."
Jerome Rothenberg {click here}
thanks to Mappemunde (Tim Peterson) {click here} for the link.
Parrhesia
from Gary Sullivan's *Elsewhere*
"Just before leaving, I had a brief 
but kind of strange conversation 
with Bruce Andrews.
I hadn't seen him in a while, 
not since the Coolidge/Gizzi reading, 
where I had given him--Bruce--a copy of my comic.
Bruce congratulated me on the comic, 
said that while he hadn't read it, 
he didn't think it was worth my having 
dropped out of the scene for a year
 to create. I reminded him 
that I had been "missing" really 
only for half a year, and he said, 
"even so." He said it nicely enough, 
so perhaps he simply meant 
that he missed me.
But the subtext seemed to be 
"What you're doing isn't worth 
the time you're spending on it."
Wasn't sure how to respond to that.
 I could have, I suppose,
 reminded him that my procedure 
is different from his own, 
that drawing comics physically 
takes a lot of time, and 
that it is a learned skill--very
different from scribbling on 
3x5s while on auto-pilot, 
which he's been doing for the 
last twenty years or so.
Too, I felt like reminding him 
that I had already sold more 
copies of my little 
self-published comic in 
its first month than that
powerhouse Sun & Moon 
probably sold of what's
considered his best book,
 I Don't Have Any Paper, Or Shut Up, 
in its first year in print. 
This is hubris, of course,
but if sales continue as they've
been, I'll sell out of the first printing 
before a year has gone by, whereas 
Shut Up was published 
more than a decade ago, and
 I don't think it has yet gone 
into a second printing. 
I can't imagine that more than 
1000 copies were made. 
I suppose I could have patiently 
explained all of that to him, but
 I was tired after a long day of working. 
Plus, it seemed more intended 
as a kind of conversation stopper, not starter.
His comment--and he's famous 
for these kinds of comments--
shouldn't have bothered me, 
but it did. As a personal slight, sure, 
but more as a kind of reminder 
of the worst aspects of the poetry 
scene, of why it can sometimes 
seem a monumental waste of 
one's energy and resources to 
engage with it. If one's interaction 
with the poetry scene leads to 
these kinds of banal but hurtful 
conversations, why would anyone 
in their right mind steal time away 
from their creative endeavors to be 
available for them? 
Of course, I'm overreacting. (
I'm a Leo; we do that.) 
The truth is, I had a great time with 
everyone else, picked up some 
wonderful-looking books,
and look forward to the next event, 
which is tonight, I realize:
The Hanging Loose book party 
at Teachers & Writers.
 New books by Sharon Mesmer 
and Jeni Olin! I guess I have to go to the ATM."
rom Gary Sulllivan's 
Elsewhere {click here}
for the complete text excerpted from
above scroll down to *Getting Out More*